Monday, 19th of November.

Charis has learnt that every actions made, comes with responsibilities
. She does not regret the things she has done. However, she is willing to forgive and forget. After all, responsibility also means owning your choices and outcomes, isn't it?
What is the point of pointing one's finger at the other party and whine constantly abt the mistakes he/she made. Or rather, to behave like You are the victim of this whole entire situation. I believe in justice. And surely i believe, justice will not buy your crocodile tears. We are after all a family. Your own flesh and blood. You would rather bring this whole situation to this extend. Protection order(s)? Heck, what is that for? What's the prize? Will that be able to solve the problem we have be facing for the past few years? Or have you ever considered the seriousness of getting a Protection order? Maybe you will when you finally realise how much we will eventually drift apart. Mind you, problem solving tools don't matter until people actually finally take responsibilies.
I don't see you changing after each incident. Just how many counselling sessions have you already attended? Just for me? or including the ones You had to attend with Big Bro? Does it seems like you've learnt how to control your temper?
Not that i think so.

I admit. I'm not any better. I get angry easily. Not being easily satisfied or contented by How much you are able to give. But you should also learn to realise what/how much promises means.
When you promise me something, make sure it isn't just for the sake of wanting to please me. And there the next moment, you just forget about the whole agreement. This is not being fair to me.

You have always been my pillar of strength. Someone i'd turn to whether I'm Happy or Sad, I know for sure that if the whole world turn their backs on me. I will still have you by my side. You to count on. I never kept anything from you, always letting you know what I did ,or will be doing. You are someone I can rant all my problems at; my listening ear. As well as to give me good words of wisdom. Liked the compo I once wrote during my Secondary school days. You're my SuperMom & I love you.
I just wished you'd learn to be more understanding, Learn to control your temper.
I on the other hand, will learn to be more grateful.
I'm really sorry