First thing I did when I got out of Bed this afternoon, was to stare thro my mightydusty Mirror. Don't bother asking why I had to do it. I just did.

& I freaked out seeing this jealous, insecured otherhalf ruling over my sea of thoughts, with every emotion raging. Disturbing illusions of the ugly kept playing like a film without sound as though it is about to materialize. Nothing but remourse overwhelmed me. Reassurance was never good enough.

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  Why. Why must I know about things I shouldn't be knowing.


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  Why my Woman instincts should, always turn out so true.


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  Why can't I just keep my thoughts to myself.

FUCK KARMA. Seriously. Whatever happened to justice?

Life is screwed sometimes.

Or maybe its just me.

Fuck you , Fuck you Charis. You bitch.

P/S: I miss you, Lovies. (Porky & Ky)